Isn't it Friday Yet????

Here it is Thursday night. Amazing how fast this year has gone, amazing how fast my life has gone. Next June, I will have been married two years. I can't beleive it. I feel just as in love as the first day. I think about the vows we told each other and they are the most meaningful words I have ever told someone. Better or worse, richer or poorer, sickness and in health, till death do us part.



Now I do not usually get this sentimental, but when I am alone, I realize how much my husband means to me. I look at my rings and think of how thoughtful and loving he is and how much I want to spend the rest of my life with him.



We are trying to conceive. This is our fourth cycle trying since May. One month he was in Japan during that special time. He is in Japan right now, but he will be home just in time for us to try again this month. I have faith that this will happen when it's meant to. Thinking of being pregnant, of my belly growing with Jason's baby, It makes me want to cry. I think of holding a dear baby made between us, I can't wait. I even thought today that I would love the name William, he likes Aiden for a boy. I will be happy with a girl or boy, as long as it is Jason's.